Blasphemy
A short story by Cory Kutschker
Eternal
and limited strands twisted and turned, careening along unknown folds of the
space unfilled. Over it all and interwoven was the cosmos, celestial bodies in
their respective orbits, cyclopean boulder asteroids ploughing into dusty and
grey moons, and miasmic nebulas sustained in gaseous colours. These fields of
worlds and many substances lay before Sethik’s mind as he sat upon the rock
underneath the white dotted sky of his planet, P't. It all shone and remained
at peace. Scarcely would he lower his gaze to
the silhouetted landscape, which under the rising light of Gadowl
Ma'owr, became ablaze to a
raw sienna.
10
It
was morning and the gathering grew near in the red valley, down where the
hoodoos tower and circle, marking the zenith of the midday. Therein carved are
the four chairs, smoothed by ages. Here
the watchers gathered: Bash,
Nethik, Lesh, and Sethik.
The words projected were few. All was thought together.
“Gadowl Ma'owr Shal’ma’at!”
"Bash, Tath ta Tu Shal'ma'at."
"Nethik, Tath ta va
Shal'ma'at."
"Lesh, Tath ta vut
Shal'ma'at."
"Sethik, Tath ta Sa, Shal'ma'at."
When
translated means:
Great
eye, Peace!
Bash, watcher
of the North, Peace
Nethik, watcher
of the West, Peace
Lesh, watcher
of the East, Peace
Sethik, watcher
of the South, Peace
In unison they thought, "Shal'ma'at
ta P't ut P't." Peace, from Great Sky to Great Sky
The completion of the Sothic year
marked the next meeting of the watchers.
9
Sethik had returned to the rock on the
ridge. With his head upon the dirt, he dreamed.
Absurd lesions appeared in the twists
of the over-lands and a sickening rot came upon orbits. A bizarre nebula
visited distant worlds, contorting them to obscene graves. And from beyond his
sight came a murmur. Whether they were complete words he did not know, but it
took hold of his mind and squeezed.
He awoke.
Clouds
obscured his vision but not his mind. Something had changed. It was not large,
but it was there, disturbing him.
8
The
clouds left on the morning of the first day of the first week of the sixth
month under the morning light of Gadowl Ma'owr. The clouds were gone but the presence was not. He had to await the
arrival of twilight.
When night returned Sethik raised
his head and looked. A yellowish miasma twisted through the fields of stars.
Lower along the horizon lay a reddish haze moving serpentine through the air
sometimes heaving and lurching amongst the markings of the Great Eye. Upon the
air started a whispering and a murmur suggesting devouring voids. His mind
moaned. His clawed feet dug into the ferrous dirt scraping along the bedrock
four inches below.
7
In
the seventh month, Sethik turned his mind toward the darker realms of the
cosmos: forbidden. He viewed the black expanse between the rotating arms of
galaxies, worlds of voids. For weeks his mind drifted without light,
encountering odd conscious substances, and thicker wretched minds. Ink-ish
tendrils swam and reached for his thoughts. Under Gadowl, before the eighth month, sleep caught up and found him. Sethik
dreamed.
Gadowl Ma’owr became sick. His blazing ropes
became erratic and blackish spots multiplied upon his surface. The air in P’t became like soup. Sethik
travelled to the meeting place. The meeting chairs were destroyed, and the
pillars brought down. He saw the watchers at a distance then each in detail. Boils rolled upon their skin. All three raised their claws
pointing to him, condemning.
6
Sethik
awoke, shivered and sweated. He hungered. He travelled to the
Macceth valley, the great oasis. The moss bed was a mile, and after was the
Ramek Forest. He stopped at the forest and lay on his back, his skin feasting upon the moisture and nutrients. Each stem dissolved and absorbed into
his body. A vibration shook the brush. Sethik stood up scanning the tree line.
A kenere had broken into the clearing. It looked towards Sethik and lowered its
head to chew on the moss. A rhythmic throbbing pulsed in his mind. He felt his
skin writhe in desire. His eyes lingered. What if? He closed his eyes and breathed deeply. He thought of a snap, a broken neck, the kenere laying in his arms, (his breath became shallow, rapid) the
skin of his stomach opening, absorbing its fur and flesh. He opened his eyes and his breath stopped. He looked down. His skin was tinted red. His
mind howled.
5
At
the fifth day in the forest, Sethik became aware of a familiar presence nearing
his location. He stood up and scanned the woods. A projection breached his
mind.
“Sethik.” Bash appeared to his left slowly walking through the brush.
“Bash”
He replied.
“You
are eating well” Bash raised a
claw, pointing to Sethik’s luminous skin.
“Water”
Sethik motioned to the Lagoon.
“Have
you seen a Kenere?My pet.” Bash
raised his left hand to his chest.
“I
have not seen it or sensed it” Sethik thought, masking his memory of his
recent days.
Bash looked to the side.
“Keep
looking” Sethik thought as he walked south, back to the rock.
4
The
air was thick and smelled burnt. The murmuring continued and grew louder, unbearable,
accusing, and suggesting. Sethik’s mind screamed and a fury birthed in his skin, welling to his mind. The atmosphere now had tints of yellow
streaking through.
3
The
Sothic year ended on the ninth month. Sethik travelled to the meeting place. He
arrived last, fury rising. The report began.
“Gadowl Ma'owr Shal’ma’at!”
"Bash, Shal'ma'at."
"Nethik, Shal'ma'at."
"Lesh, Shal'ma'at."
Sethik
did not respond for several minutes as his mind swam in the rage engulfing his
skin, coursing like lit gasoline through his veins. His skin rippled across
his body. From his mind, his dream from the seventh month burst and howled like wind through his brain.
It coursed through the watchers as a seismic wave and left them silent.
Sethik
left. A whisper started among them.
2
He was summoned back at dusk. Looking
at Sethik, Lesh pointed at him with a claw.
“Gadap
Gadowl!” (Blasphemy) Lesh’s skin rippled.
Nethik
followed, raising a claw towards Sethik, skin rippling.
Bash did
nothing but stare. In that moment, Gadowl disappeared below the horizon. Night
came, Sethik’s mind screamed and snapped Lesh’s neck.
Nethik’s
mind screamed, as he looked upon the oldest watcher’s body and lunged towards
Sethik. Sethik was faster, and sliced a claw along Nethik’s throat, spraying
blood upon Bash’s face.
For
several minutes, Bash blinked in silence looking down at the ground, at the
bodies of the two watchers slain before him. He didn’t think anything but a
name, “Sethik.”.
Bash fled,
running west to the Macceth Valley. Sethik trailed behind, walking.
1
The great
moss was quiet. Sethik walked through, looking and scanning for Bash’s
presence. A projected howl burst through the air. Sethik looked North. Bash was
at the treeline stroking an antlered skull. Upon arrival, Bash looked to Sethik.
“You did
this.” Bash thought as his skin rippled.
“I did.”
Sethik replied.
“Go
ahead.” Bash thought. In a second, he dropped dead, neck broken.
0
Sethik walked in the desert alone.
It was about the eleventh hour when a roar traversed the landscape. And
something questioned Sethik.
“Where
are they?”
The only
other sound emerged from the south as raucous laughter.
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